pure imagination

it so i just did some word searching and put two weird words into one... which i won't be revealing soon. i've been busy with alot of things, random work load, my comics, searching for that right work for myself, social satisfaction of talking to my friends blah blah so... i end up... posting arte~

its an update of my comics actually Children of the Eternal Spring, Door Knocker Pendant phase, and i've finished one of the most detailed yet easy to ink page of the whole series:

( you can see it here if it doesn't buff properly )

anyway the current story so far, the five main cast has already been introduced, although not properly but they are introduced. still the way i tell the story is pretty vague but it's heir alright.

by the way, there's this rumour about the end of days is in this day... i seem to encounter this alot, although i couldn't care myself. the end of days would come but i'd rather note myself on it's vagueness instead of it being spoiled to me.

well tah-tah~

annette astatines story(5) final

FINALLY the last few chapters of the story so greatly delayed... in copying and pasting...

21[ hero girl was helping traffic a bunch of cars one day when she sees small girl and boyfriend walk together not far away boyish-girl follows. hero girl inquires and finds out about the situation, she disturbs them and tells the boyfriend the truth and boyfriend felt stupid and tries to find tenant girl. tenant girl was found working at an office not far away from the house and boyfriend reconciles with her. hero girl feels guilty about involving the two and sharesalot of it with stalker guy and old lady. old lady suddenly shares a story to hero girl that she felt quite familiar.]

22[ she goes back to the library and searched for the diary she asks about and and found out there was another diary that seems to be connected with the fathers journal and finds her mothers journal, thinner and smaller than her father and reads about her mother and her own escapades in the city and how she met with her father, the story behind her fathers stay was because her mother was worried about tenant girls mother who was a close friend and very much valued by hero girls mother. hero girls father didnt want to stay but hero girls mother said it's alright, by finding alot of things about her mother the only conflict now was how to find a way to cling away from her mother. she had felt very dependant of her even until death and that by finding this she had dug the deepest wound she could ever feel.]

23[ stalker guy feels guilty by not knowing what to do and insists on keeping positive, he tries to find ways to make her feel better by bravely asking alot of hero girls friends even though he was anti-social and arrogant. in the end he gives up when he felt very down not knowing entirely what to do. hero girl comes to him one day with a cake saying it was his birthday, he says it isn't but she had dug up alot of things from her contacts specifically the people from the prison and found datus about him. he keeps his cool but finds himself surprised that for the first time after so many years has he celebrated his birthday with a cake and with someone. she puts another candle on the cake , he asked why and said it is also my birthday today coincidentally. he looks at her admiringly as she tells him about how her mother makes an effort to cleebrate her birthday grandly, for her, every year. she would want to try it someday with someone else she loved but right now she could only buy a cake. stalker guy tells her it was the best thing she could ever do and that for the first time someone he liked liked him back. she smiles to this and they both blow the candle. hero girl contemplates on the reason why her mother sent her back and why she even followed, maybe it was her way of showing how she loved her mother even after death but what ever the reason was it didnt matter because dwelling on it wastes much more time than her work.]

it's not exactly healthy but...

silently weeping and not telling anything about it to anybody... hahaha

i feel too much... i'm not rational... i'm a fake hahahaha...

i want to learn archery further... i want to spend some time practicing it till i die... i want to... but i feel like i can't afford it damned it OTL

update of the comics FOR THE EFFIN FRST TIME

hah recently i have been progressing so slow with my comics: Children of the Eternal Spring (Act One [FOREVER OTL])

so far i have been progressing so awesomely and have resolved to delve into making the comics BLACK AND WHITE LITERALLY... usually it would look like this:

see that all black white and grey... i guess i was abit conscious of the fact that i couldn't put much tones or shading in it when i first made the comics... so in the end i have resolved in just making it what i have always been an expert (i feel so non progressive with this) BLACK AND WHITE FINALLY!!!

(although there will still be parts with colour indicating its value or just something...)

just a preview of the comics though fufufufu you have to read it here: (LINK) or here (LINK)

anyway recently these days have been pretty busy... with not noticing many things... like i have been completely sleeping late when i shouldn't be... but the focus of making the comics has been slow but is not forgotten... anywya it has been almost four or five months since i have started updating the comics... (and more than two months of preparation OTL) and so far i have already been swallowing the gist of the story with such a good flow that i feel like i'm doing something epic again... i wanted to avoid making it really long but in the end it seems like i have a long way to go before finishing the story...

i started the story in a short raw idea... and now its coming to life... much wilder than i have expected (i'm already up on the next ten scenes... and i haven'te even reached the last scene on making the drafts damn~)

anyway the start of the story is a crude and vague introduction of the characters and the situation... dubbed INTRODUCTION PHASE... but i won't be saying so in the site... except here hahaha

filling in the gaps of each characters history and cause is a wee bit far away (on the next batch of ten scenes) but soon it will be revealed JUST YOU WAIT!!!!

anyway thats all, i was supposedly just to update my tumblr but it seems like tumblr is having a bit of a problem... wee huge tiny bit...

annette astatines story(4)

geez it's kind of hard to actually remember i'm posting the concept story of astatine family OTL oh well here's the next five parts, it's quite long. and i totally forgot it with all the hustle and bustle out in the world about natural disasters and stuff... plus work... XD

16[ the school holds an event about celebrating the new year cycle, during this time hero girl meets an unusual book in the old lady's hobby library and reads it, she finds it quite hard to read since most words are written in a different language and coincidentally boyfriend knows. they spend time reading it till boyfriend realizes it as tenant girls foster fathers journal, he reads further not being conscious of hero girls status as the original child of tenant girls foster father. he reads an entry that tells about hero girl and she realizes it was pertaining to her. she reads on as at some point she has suprisingly learned the language fast and found out about her father, something her mother was pertaining to find, but she couldn't understand now why her mother let her father to another woman.]

17[ hero girl keeps it a secret to her self and continues to work at the cafe, small girl comes back about the college course and celebrates eldest girl's birthday and they find out freakish guy and eldest girl will be legally married once graduation ends. the kids begins a new year and is surprised to have them both at different classrooms and finds it difficult to cope, they're legal guardians are now stalker and hero girl, the two kids make a big mess at school for being rebels. hero girl finds it amusing to deal with the two and finds help with the kid they bullied before and her friend. they end up getting in a big mess and currently in detention, but they gain more admiration from the class and being close friends with theyre bullied friend and bestfriend of the bullied. stalker guy gets annoyed by the kids but hero girl said it's alright.]

18[ the two spends the day together for her week off and finds that they have so many things to talk about. she finds out about stalker guys life and both contemplates on there personality, he musters so many negative things but hero girl finds all of the good things she could find. he suddenly laughs about it while she says it's much better. they go home together and she reveals about the diary she read, stalker guy feels guilty by keeping it a secret because hero girl acts unusual because of the topic. he never mentions he knows about it, instead talks to tenant girl. tenant girl and stalker guy were found out by the boyfriend and he becomes jealous.]

19[ hero girl takes an exam to the university along with small girl and boyish-girl, all of them felt drained by studying luckily hero girl is friends with one of the teacher and the two, except for boysih-girl as they were both sure she will pass, that they will get a referal. the four, along with eldes girl, take a treat out, while they do so see's stalker guy and tenant girl together. hero girl was about to greet them together when small girl says something like are they dating but isnt tenant girl having a boyfriend, hero girl says she doesn't know and continues to approach them when she heard about the mention of her father. she interrupts them both and the two begins to act guilty, tenant girl becomes heavily heavy hearted but hero girl says other wise and encourages her to say it but she runs away.]

20[ tenant girl goes to her boyfriend and finds him cheating on her, she suddenly breaks down and goes home to a friends house. stalker guy talks about the father incident and she clears everything that she doesn't feel any anger or saddness by the mention of her father, in fact she was curious but very hesitant because of her mothers memory. he tells her he's sorry and will find a way to make her feel enlightened again by her mothers memory, she says thank you and that just by his thought she can be enlightened, they go home to confront tenant girl only to find her no where to be found. small girl and boyish-girl wander about and sees boyfriend, which to boysih-girls memory is someone related to hero girl. boyfriend hits on small girl and she consents, only because she was curious and that boysih-girl felt something was amiss with boyfriend.]

annette astatines story(3)

good lord i forgot i was posting the concept/summary story of Antonette Astatine... or something... hahaha here's the next batch~~

11[tenant girl arrives at the new home and found herself sharing a room with hero girl, they become close friends and the other loyal tenants staying almost for free at the house. life continues only now the apartment rubbles are no help to hero girls dilema. she works at the cafe as usual, and janitor at the school. she sees stalker guy free from the prison he said he'd move on and found something new to do, and said he'd stalk her from now on, she smiles and says okay. she brings him home and finds about tenant girl which brings him to a sort of conflict and a rising argument of not letting him stay. stalker hesitates but never agrees because he wants to stay with hero girl, hero girl doesn't notice because of a certain thing she noticed from the place of stalker guy. she found the compact of the girl in his things and remembered it to be of something similar to her grandmothers. she tried asking about tenant girl about the compact but says she doesn't know much only it was given to her by her mother since her death five yrs ago, but hero girl doesnt get it if her mother died almost two yrs ago and tenant girls five how can she remember something about the compact.]

12[ hero girl continues job as janitor and finds girly-boy contemplating on boyish-girl's sudden aloofness with him and both finds about small girl's burden over boyish-girls side by being dependent to her. girly-boy taunst small girl but only gets bad mouthed by boyish-girl. both felt angry about another but small girl realizes her fault even though hero girl hinted on it, she makes them friends and girly-boy accidentally says more. boyish-girl says shes fine with it and leaves hero girl and small girl thinking if they were fighting because they liked each other, but found that it was natural for the two to fight over things. tenant girl and stalker guy struggle to get along and finds a letter inside the compact by accident and see a note addressed to someone tenant girl didn't know.]

13[ stalker guy stalks hero girl to her job and ends up having an unassuming date with her since she was lett off for the day, with pay. they tell stories about each other and stalker guy finds about the name of the letter the same with hero girls father, he tells something but stops finding out that she has never even talked to her father that she never knew. tenant girl and stalker guy dwells on they're secret, after tenant girl finds out about the father name. the old lady spends time with hero girl during week ends off and goes to a library cafe as old as the now gone apartment, old lady tells of the history of the apartment and city. hero girl goes home carrying the old lady sleeping, she spots the three girls and goes with them.]

14[ tenant girl investigates on her own with her boyfriends help, and surprisingly with stalker's help and found about hero girls father and tenant girls relationship with each other. tenant girl is an illegitamate child of her mother to a man related to hero girls father, possibly his brother. the father played as a fake father to tenant girl with an alias, as her original father lived another life with his original family, figuring that hero's father must have had a secret relationship with tenant girls mother since he chose to stay and be with them till before he died of sickness. finding this out tenant girl becomes confused and sad, as the past made her a betrayer of hero girl her close friend. stalker becomes an unwilling bestfriend, feeling the jealous wrath of the boyfriend.]

15[ hero girl becomes busy by helping with the tenants new home and eldest girl helps along. freakish guy rants about the crowd but keeps his mouth shut in front of eldest girl, he urges them to find a new job after the collapse and forcibly helps them by asking around his peers if they had any way to give them jobs. small girl comes back with her dilema of choosing a course to take in college, since she was the only one taking it. hero girls figures she should take a college course as well since her pay in her job is too measly for her necessity even though, stalker, tenant girl and other close friends give her help, additional romance ensues when boyish-girl decides to attend college as well with a definite course while girly-boy is sent to work directly under his fathers supervision, making them lose more time for each other. tenant girl becomes aloof, hero girl takes notice while stalker guy keeps on trying to say the situation only to hear more of how hero girl never thought of anything for her father and that where ever he is must be what mother wants, tenant girl holds stalker guy and tells him never to tell about it and that stalker guy was forced to keep quite, much to his confused mind because he still felt feelings for tenant girl and it seems like he is beginning to have a deeper love for hero girl.]

you know what... my friends right... i guess i was born serious...