the wedding invites lolol

hallu hahahaha, i've been commissioned by my sister to design her invite for her wedding next year and here's a tiny peek... well actually this si what the invite would look like... if it's laid flat. it's some kind of three fold invite that's a wee bit smaller than the size of a short bond. i'm quite satisfied with this. in fact... i kept on giggling through out the process... no it's not because of the word "kilig" the meaning of my giggle is like a hihihi type of laugh... i mean what the fuck essence. i don't really do stuff like this but it's cutsie cutsie and i'm trying not to really laugh that hard... because it's cutsie cutsie... hahahahahaha

anyway onto some self update, PamagatOTL will have i's chance of debut in komikon, hoping for this november. also a new title named Openended, specially made for komikon here, here.

also paused MDKP for this OTL oh please my baby komiks forgive me~~~

Martin the Warrior

no this might not be a kind of review, but will just be a tiny post about my sentiments to Martins story before he founded the Abbey. good lourd i never knew my prayers would be heard someday when i wished that i could discover atleast that Martin will have a love interest. but sad to say sir Brian Jacques just broke my heart by killing her in the end. *weeps*

still it never stopped me from appreciating her existence, this just proves that for once Martin the Warrior was destined to be with someone his heart ached for, well aside from the aching for justice, sadly it may seem that another life time might be needed for them to meet again.

i do believe that the hero from the book Redwall is the reincarnation of this great mouse warrior, if i remember his name was Mattimeo? goodness it has been, what? two years or three years ago since i bought the first book Sir Brian Jacques has authored and since that point until now i have never been so glad in my entire life to have stumbled upon it. i don't care if it sounds like his books are for adolescent or young readers, i still like them!!!

but i couldn't really prove it since i don't live in their world. anyway i need to check again on the list of books of the Redwall series since i need to know which ones i still don't have or will be eager to look for. although i have already had my eyes on the title Tuggerung, i regret not buying it the same time as the Martin the Warrior when i passed by Booksale.

on wards to a public update of my life, currently multitasking on things such as comment/editing of the comics of my friend. currently willing to volunteer myself into making her background artist so that she wouldn't be bothered by making backgrounds anymore. not a poor thing, it's just that she seems to have trouble with making backgrounds. but my proposal is still on hold... well just because.

next is update of my comics Children of the Eternal Spring: Missing Door Knocker update. so far i haven't left off Scene 5. |||OTL good lourd.

anyway a little more patience and we'll come to the end of this arc now~~

MDKP comics update

aaaaaaalrighty~ it's le comics update... the last time i updated about my comics, Children of the Eternal Spring, or CotES. i felt like i haven't moved an inch from that update... WHAT COULD I POSSIBLY DOOOO... MY LIFE IS BEING SUCKED OUT OF A... a fast purpose? aaaaw it's just the wussy talking... right now i am completely excited to say that the story is nearing to the action parts... (if it can be called an action, YES IT'S AN ACTION... schiiiiiizooooo~) anyway here's the last page of the latest update~

... but somethings wrong with blogspot right now so here's the LINK

the story hasn't neared the end of the introduction arc... even the drafts... i'm stuck at scene 9 at the drafts... and it's been like this for many months now... i know it's not nice to rush creativity but i wish creativity wouldn't lounge too much...

oh well Pansi here signing out~

pure imagination

it so i just did some word searching and put two weird words into one... which i won't be revealing soon. i've been busy with alot of things, random work load, my comics, searching for that right work for myself, social satisfaction of talking to my friends blah blah so... i end up... posting arte~

its an update of my comics actually Children of the Eternal Spring, Door Knocker Pendant phase, and i've finished one of the most detailed yet easy to ink page of the whole series:

( you can see it here if it doesn't buff properly )

anyway the current story so far, the five main cast has already been introduced, although not properly but they are introduced. still the way i tell the story is pretty vague but it's heir alright.

by the way, there's this rumour about the end of days is in this day... i seem to encounter this alot, although i couldn't care myself. the end of days would come but i'd rather note myself on it's vagueness instead of it being spoiled to me.

well tah-tah~

update of the comics FOR THE EFFIN FRST TIME

hah recently i have been progressing so slow with my comics: Children of the Eternal Spring (Act One [FOREVER OTL])

so far i have been progressing so awesomely and have resolved to delve into making the comics BLACK AND WHITE LITERALLY... usually it would look like this:

see that all black white and grey... i guess i was abit conscious of the fact that i couldn't put much tones or shading in it when i first made the comics... so in the end i have resolved in just making it what i have always been an expert (i feel so non progressive with this) BLACK AND WHITE FINALLY!!!

(although there will still be parts with colour indicating its value or just something...)

just a preview of the comics though fufufufu you have to read it here: (LINK) or here (LINK)

anyway recently these days have been pretty busy... with not noticing many things... like i have been completely sleeping late when i shouldn't be... but the focus of making the comics has been slow but is not forgotten... anywya it has been almost four or five months since i have started updating the comics... (and more than two months of preparation OTL) and so far i have already been swallowing the gist of the story with such a good flow that i feel like i'm doing something epic again... i wanted to avoid making it really long but in the end it seems like i have a long way to go before finishing the story...

i started the story in a short raw idea... and now its coming to life... much wilder than i have expected (i'm already up on the next ten scenes... and i haven'te even reached the last scene on making the drafts damn~)

anyway the start of the story is a crude and vague introduction of the characters and the situation... dubbed INTRODUCTION PHASE... but i won't be saying so in the site... except here hahaha

filling in the gaps of each characters history and cause is a wee bit far away (on the next batch of ten scenes) but soon it will be revealed JUST YOU WAIT!!!!

anyway thats all, i was supposedly just to update my tumblr but it seems like tumblr is having a bit of a problem... wee huge tiny bit...

scrinshut

i kind of feel jealous for alot of reasons... luckily i dont go taking it seriously... its the type of jealousy where as you suddenly feel so down and useless its kind of senseless to... neh... when i feel deep emotions it strikes me that some times i loose any way of wording it out...

been busy with work lately, personal comics, paying job, trying my best to finish those x-mas dolls (sorry no proof yet)

yeh just two things to do, i'm done with the billboard for the client *phew*

anyway, i hope in the near future i could still give time to alot of things, like my comics and its story, the other comics from OTL that i'm still figuring out how to speed the progress, the story i'm writing, the teen detectives which would be the main series of OTL (aaaaaaugh!!!). this isn't planning... i'm listing all the possible things that could kill me, and its not even complete yet. sigh~

still i'm glad i could do these things, thank God for all these blessings~~

happy to finish the outline

but strictly speaking i should have been half way coloring it if it weren't for the fact that i am having trouble with colors~ its a snippet... or more like THE major part of the chapter cover for the character High's Scene, he goes first on roster on the chapter introduction since er... i sort of wanted a vague explanation of sorts... sort of his past and reason, and sort of vague introduction to Hi's pendant predicament... but i won't be betting much since he looks completely different there since he was a wee bit centuries younger...

i'm half way through the Scene 3 and i'm already famished from ideas *slapforhead* its a dilema i am bound by~~

niwei i need to go and be on desk mode (like mah partner in OTL says)

sides this story is also part of OTL but of course thats what i call our duo OTL ... it's not because were a failure, but OTL represents the line of our friendship where as it has gone deeper than i have imagined it to be~~ she doesn't know about this but i guess keeping it as a symbolism for my self can't be tha bad a secret hihihihihihihi

Over True Love

YES finally it is the tiiiiime!!! no its not the end of the world...
see these days me and a friend of mine have been busy collaborating for a comics we intend to put online... a webcomic, but its only a oneshot, the big idea in it is its a collaboration between a duo called OTL or what we would call the comics itself, since we also intended to enter the indie comics industry...
its just both of us Shiyami and me has wanted to try and fill in our gaps of need to develop ourselves by gaining the experience we never had in our dream of field of work which is the graphic novel/ comics industry... in her case i think its manga...
actually i just want to contribute as a writer for her unfilled gap of stories for her OC characters her Teen Detectives which she has been coming up stories in her mind since... grade 6 i guess, remember in our country most elementary grades reach up until 6, a student is accepted at the quota age of 7 by then any kid would be 12, except for my case i was accelerated... niwei back to the main story...
well stating bout the crazy idea how it started would take long, so the shorter version would be... i got tired of admiring the efforts of those indie peeps thats why i decided why not take one patient huge step to our ideal~ the comics world... altho picking the grounds we can work on to is hard... i have decided to start with the webcomics first... altho print would be next archiving it online is a good way to know the possibility of our comics er... career... or our talents

so to er... avoid lengthening this article its time to introduce our first collaboration as a duo of indie peeps OTL: Shiyami &Jhear collaboration... let me present Over True Love: a teen detective one shot, (sort of introductory work to the teen detectives story is what i think)


the story mainly revolves around these four characters, Dotah, Chiyaki, Haseo and Kiyori... its a confusing and sad love story between Haseo and Kiyori, about the doubts of the future to become and Kiyori the antagonist~ (if you wanna know the story you should read the comics XP once its released)

well mainly three from the five main teen detectives will be in the story Shiyami, Ruri and Shiro... which is actually a sort of eye opening story for Ruri and Shiro's love affairs in the original...

so far i have only given a vague detailing of the story but its a good archiving start~

well wish us luck about this comics *crossfingers* its a
good start~




Picture note:
image1, Dotah-number 2 kind antagonist side kick
image2, Chiyaki-desperate antagonist
image3, Haseo-happy person poser
image4, Kiyori-the sad victim
image5, from left to right, top: Shiyami, Ruri, Shiro(involved in the story)
Bottom: Yumi, Hitaro (i hope i got it right) the main teen detectives in the story X3

god character design

got time to finish the designs for the god characters in the comics :D but yata heres the final draft but will not be showing any kind of progress here such as colored as i am seriously finishing the comics... so tadaloo keyboard for now..

loads of stuff

since i did say i'm soon going to post stuff for my comics "God's attempt..." here it is as promised *drum roll* a small sketch of my two main chars :D both of them are females but physically one of them lacks the ... hormone growth to be a female... but they are both female and i tell you both of them are just.. don't mind the bug in the middle i was practicing how to make a bug that eats alot of human rotting flesh ... ventually all i can do is make a fat cute one... the other heroine who's as dead as a duck is the curly haired one on the left she's the one being chased in the whole story... makes life happier if she was still alive then...

next ones some minor practice for the god's but ventually i ended up just doing one practice of it... it's pretty hard to make a monster thats smoother than any other lizard with armor that defied the medieval norms... did i mention that... they are as thin as any arm i could possibly draw and are capable of other stiff things... because personally im having a hard time making proper joints... but i did start practicing on the heroines face... yes that short haired guy looking face with wide eyes ... yeah thats my heroine...





this ones a sample of the setting or just a sample of the pillar... actually i'm opting the setting to be a forest at first but thought make it more symbolical by mixing tower type buildings with squarish windows with random human shaped shadows peeking on through them while there were some stray trees... to give it more like what the gods dont care feel of where they battle...pretty busy putting on squares and ink around it plus messy much

finally a sneak peek on the frst spread page i made... still messy though... i haven't moved on to the second page but i scheduled it this night but so far all i did was play Pet Forest which by the way is good and cute...play the game and view the pics good day :D

but there sure is+lucky by britney tribute

just finished the first page spread sheet of my comics draft that i've been planning to finish ... yaaaaaay... so far i can't show any evidence that it is finished but still i'll be cheering on myself so far and will be sketching on the second page soon...

so instead of posting about it i'll be posting about the song Lucky by the one and only Britney Spears *bgm: cheers of crowd* weeehooo!!! NOW... it's been playing in my head since awhile ago and thought how overly infamous have been the acts of brit since the last time i heard, although i know she's doing fine and that she's trying her best to live normally while making money now with concerts and alot of other singles she must be making right now this was one of the songs i liked... alot... ever since she came...

although i have been LSS-d (last song syndromed) with alot of the singles she made, this just proves her tiny voice is such a dragging force of such popular claims to have to make me remember over and over her songs... this was one song above all that she made that i really liked... i also liked the essence of the song itself, not overly romantic and just not too ambitious... just stating the overly obvious...

about fame and the what not... i'm not saying it's a sincere song from her heart or anything, that i could not possibly know... but seriously i still liked her then when she still had the essence of sweetness or sweetness was over that, before she got herself, corrupted or something... this statement maybe pure but if i were a guy i would still love the sweet brit more than the daring one now... she's talented and she's over doing herself too much before she got her babies... but for a better turn in life she'd learn it i guess... it's like she's living the song in a much more traaaaaaaaaagic way than it should be during those infamous times...

pre-productions and attempts

i'm starting my day thinking of some stuff for a comics i plan on illustrating without any formal story written for it... it should be called whim... im at a whim on it... since its taking some time to make our one shot short story for "orz" which we have no formal title yet... i will be proceeding in making a one shot for "orz" since co-worker shiyami is still on the hold for her detective romance story... i can't contact her much and to think of it maybe i shud text her right now that we should me this saturday...

for further introductions i won't be making any but will be posting a said preliminary draft for the supposed cover as part of the comics... which is here on the right side ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

its kind of failed of some sorts since i didn't really intend to color it through h2o color... it was more like a wasted experiment... but i like the way the eyes were done and thats a first for it... so far the plan is to maintain the traditional bnw quality in this one shot practice... i already have a vague story for it, right now in my head, and is quickly thumbnailing the whole story into parts and panels so far i plan it short clean and sad... the titles called "God's failed attempt at Mercy" story about friends who got caught up between a battle of two gods near the mountains where one of the friends supposedly lost her way or got lost... so far it would only just consist of fight scenes and sad revelations for the friends... and in the end both die because of the 2 gods failing to give mercy to the things around them... selfish eh... there really is no point its just I WANT TO MAKE A FIGHT SCENE ... and the "orz" one shot is my big excuse LOLz

anyway i'm beginning to get tired of Shiyami's side of work since its pretty long since i last had the heart to but I WILL NOT FAIL... i resolved to myself that i won't give up in making comics even though i lack a huge amount of experience but that is not an excuse to not excercise my skills in illustration and creating stories in my mind... I DON'T WANT IT TO DIE ... i have to i just can't feel relaxed and ... relaxed if i don't do it... it feels so much in my blood...