who could have thought.

i notice that i myself is a sucker for the idea of the pain of waiting for that loved one to come back type of person. but i don't have anyone to wait, nor any thought of even waiting for... anyone at all nor in particular, that is. except their is this nagging thought in my head that i am waiting for someone to confirm an old thought that has mislead in me on several occasions.

i could never blame my young self for wanting to stick with the idea of friendship being forever, it is, its just that alot of things changes and i don't even want to specify it right now. its too long or to tedious to think of.

the thing is, i know alot of people feel this on so many different levels of reasons, denials, opinions and thought. each one unique on its own, but is it really such a trivial sad and oppressing force to the heart to wait for someone whom your not entirely sure will come back. the chances are pretty slim, but the percentage is still there~

i, in my neutrally labelled opinion. it's neither good nor bad might i explain you why i say so. it's alright to wait for someone, but it will only be fruitful and enjoyable depending on the person. totally unreasonable to say i am not waiting, but i am waiting, for myself to develop into so many levels. for change, but i'd rather let it be unexpected. for every aspect of life that needed consideration, to lazy to type them all.

i could wait, but acting upon other things which can be acted upon is my other opinion as well.

sigh why did i have to think about that anime, it's such a sad story. i forgot the title but its a makoto shinkai one...

HERE HERE I FOUND IT

Voices of a Distant Star

i like this one because its... in a real setup of the whole world... the idea of this waiting... is such a sad thing.

it sucks that i truthfully want the characters to not forget about each other and be together in the end even if the guys like already really old and the girl, with the effect of the light yrs in space, would still look 16.

although it ended with an open-ended story, i don't mind because in my heart it's so wonderful to think that a love even if the aeons of light years in the universe cannot certify them being together (well actually i think it ended the guy chasing after the girl in space lolol couldn't remember the end o...TL but that's what i read in the manga.) i felt their loyalty for each other, it was obvious they were loyally in love with each other.

how beautiful, and vague it was.

note: when i say love it feels like that love of a man and a woman that almost ends up in marriage, well this one seems like that of friendship, but friendship also is a form of love.