I'm quite busy thank you

i'm actually focusing on just trying to finish this random one shot i've thought of... it's originally a far cry from the type i draw... but then i have always been busy with trying to do stuff that i am A FAR CRY from originally doing...

so then now i focused myself in updating my pathetic social life and playing a game for kids online... its weird i mean i'm that much of nothing to do... that i ended up playing an online game i just fancy... no wonder i just eat anything that twinkles in my eyes and makes my taste buds dance the jigg plus salsa in one...

well Moshi Monsters isn't exactly the best game you'd ever encounter, it's just like neopets you know with a few years younger in age... and a few graphics better... to play it is like neopets as well... but i don't like neopets since i'm really not fond of it... and its already that famous... i kind of like the idea of it being cute monsters, but you know they could make alot of variety of monsters for the children to play with... oh and did i mention it's a kid safe game, so when ever i post online in their forums they have to screen my post first, approve it stuff like that before they put it in the topic... i laugh at it but i totally respect it... but since i can't benefit something fast in the forum socially i just play online thats what i am aiming anyway~~

ITS MY MONSTER BIMBORED~~


ITS THE MAP~ ITS THE MAP~ to moshi land

Zombies on your Lawn (gotaddictedlol)

yeeeeeeee~s it's the famous song theme of the game Plant's vs. Zombies *rar* lulz. honestly though i have never played the game, i just watch my sister play it and i kind of like the designs and cute plants fufufufufu... although i'm not saying that i don't want to play the game it's just i doon't feel like it... it's either i might get addicted or i'm just too lazy to *slump* ... buuuuuuuuuuut i got addicted to thesinger of the theme song... yaaaaay the real sunflower *cuuute* Laura Shigihara (or ishigihara... gah forgot her name, whenever i listen to her speak i just couldn't quite tell) in her naturally cute cute voice singing the theme song of Plants vs. Zombies *rar*

really amazing...

i doubt that i'll never get over my habit of reading manga's/manwha's with interesting characters and story's really it just keeps on making my day happier... yup... i'm not addicted... NO I AM NOT ADDICTED...

*headdeskX10*

i am now currently in the slumps, with no source of money since i am now officially bumming myself out... not even planning on putting money in my own account... i stand corrected dying in this very seat while listening to music in my old playlist trying my best to think of a good thing to do... well yah i thought of updating my own blog journal... but now i feel honestly dead tired... thinking too much... i couldn't find my mojo and im stuck with my old mojo being drained from my very dead brain... golly i think i'll just sell coke and see if its still the fad for drugs in my country... *ting* XD

this is really baaad

im falling down to my procrastinating self again since before we came to vacation bohol-cebu style tour... its draining my will to finish "gods failed attempt at mercy" gaaaaaaaah

back from the dead

maaan did i miss writing stuff online i mean really now... i was on a three day vacation somewhere in the local and prolly would be nice if there were other things to do aside from enjoying the tour and view, things to do that i am really interested in... really... i already killed two books on our way on the first day that by the end of that night i simply said to myself that morning that came after that... oh hell might as well enjoy the tour instead of being such a loner kill joy...

well to top this off here are tiny proofs of the vacation through pictures taken by yours truly by phone...

ze sisters bf ^^^^^^

ze sister^^^^

see i was there~~ took em pictures with my self-bought phone... oh the top two pictures were the view on the place we stayed in nice eh small garden to the ocean shore... it goes high tide in the morning but low tide at night... its really nice :D

the rest of the pictures i took with my own cam that i brought with during our trip... though i loved the part where we were looking over alot of natural and beautiful un-city-nized places... like the forests and that man made forest we passed by on the way or after we went to the chocolate hills site...

really its the best place i'd love to build my house... in the middle of huge man planted trees in the middle of a high way far away from civilization... the best place to stay and rot... at least i could give myself net in that place... but it'll be damn expensive DX

that educational butterfly park... where i found that lovely word gy---nodite something... butterflies that have both genders of male and female only they cant produce like a hermaphrodite... stuff...

well i learned alota things that i have completely stored in my wee box of stored knowledge... its a good thing actually... it felt expensive though cause the two (mah sis and her bf... mostly her bf) bought alota stuff on almost every shop we passed by on the tour...

i kept myself from killing him but he's not that close to me to be killed... all in all i liked it, it was fun grazing around and looking at some sky with no buildings covering it... the best...

it must be tiring

it is actually the few days ive missed the internet i have spent dilly dallying over my friends on an occasion we should often do... or atleast make of something... i dont know if i got anything from it... i got completely tired... and i have a picture of me as an evidence sigh... i am completely defenseless in front of them...

anyway i know in the innards of my very internal organs through its viral cells down to the most invisible particles the soul can be that she's not being completely reliant and confident of what is to come and is her self... its saddening that maybe i just want to know what it is... but ive given respects therefore i wont be asking much...

while i on the other hand wants to waste all my life imagining and trying my best to love the things i want and need to love... like the comics im making or the story im writing the dialogs and all that supporting im giving my friend with... i need to find a way for her, a way to help her atleast... i want her parents to realize that not all things can go badly... its hard because my parents themselves where the one to realize it... its setting someone free thats really hard at some point...

but eventually in the end when everything will be gone and they have all moved on even without me... i guess i'd smile and say id hogged them far too long and when they really need to go on even death could not stop me from saying i would be sad but i would be happier than when they have decided to move and never forget about who or what i am...

until the day comes that i would be the one to leave and never forget... i should be the one to stay and would never be forgotten... just simple as that... romantic is a way ain't it...