back from the dead

maaan did i miss writing stuff online i mean really now... i was on a three day vacation somewhere in the local and prolly would be nice if there were other things to do aside from enjoying the tour and view, things to do that i am really interested in... really... i already killed two books on our way on the first day that by the end of that night i simply said to myself that morning that came after that... oh hell might as well enjoy the tour instead of being such a loner kill joy...

well to top this off here are tiny proofs of the vacation through pictures taken by yours truly by phone...

ze sisters bf ^^^^^^

ze sister^^^^

see i was there~~ took em pictures with my self-bought phone... oh the top two pictures were the view on the place we stayed in nice eh small garden to the ocean shore... it goes high tide in the morning but low tide at night... its really nice :D

the rest of the pictures i took with my own cam that i brought with during our trip... though i loved the part where we were looking over alot of natural and beautiful un-city-nized places... like the forests and that man made forest we passed by on the way or after we went to the chocolate hills site...

really its the best place i'd love to build my house... in the middle of huge man planted trees in the middle of a high way far away from civilization... the best place to stay and rot... at least i could give myself net in that place... but it'll be damn expensive DX

that educational butterfly park... where i found that lovely word gy---nodite something... butterflies that have both genders of male and female only they cant produce like a hermaphrodite... stuff...

well i learned alota things that i have completely stored in my wee box of stored knowledge... its a good thing actually... it felt expensive though cause the two (mah sis and her bf... mostly her bf) bought alota stuff on almost every shop we passed by on the tour...

i kept myself from killing him but he's not that close to me to be killed... all in all i liked it, it was fun grazing around and looking at some sky with no buildings covering it... the best...

pre-productions and attempts

i'm starting my day thinking of some stuff for a comics i plan on illustrating without any formal story written for it... it should be called whim... im at a whim on it... since its taking some time to make our one shot short story for "orz" which we have no formal title yet... i will be proceeding in making a one shot for "orz" since co-worker shiyami is still on the hold for her detective romance story... i can't contact her much and to think of it maybe i shud text her right now that we should me this saturday...

for further introductions i won't be making any but will be posting a said preliminary draft for the supposed cover as part of the comics... which is here on the right side ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

its kind of failed of some sorts since i didn't really intend to color it through h2o color... it was more like a wasted experiment... but i like the way the eyes were done and thats a first for it... so far the plan is to maintain the traditional bnw quality in this one shot practice... i already have a vague story for it, right now in my head, and is quickly thumbnailing the whole story into parts and panels so far i plan it short clean and sad... the titles called "God's failed attempt at Mercy" story about friends who got caught up between a battle of two gods near the mountains where one of the friends supposedly lost her way or got lost... so far it would only just consist of fight scenes and sad revelations for the friends... and in the end both die because of the 2 gods failing to give mercy to the things around them... selfish eh... there really is no point its just I WANT TO MAKE A FIGHT SCENE ... and the "orz" one shot is my big excuse LOLz

anyway i'm beginning to get tired of Shiyami's side of work since its pretty long since i last had the heart to but I WILL NOT FAIL... i resolved to myself that i won't give up in making comics even though i lack a huge amount of experience but that is not an excuse to not excercise my skills in illustration and creating stories in my mind... I DON'T WANT IT TO DIE ... i have to i just can't feel relaxed and ... relaxed if i don't do it... it feels so much in my blood...