update of the comics FOR THE EFFIN FRST TIME

hah recently i have been progressing so slow with my comics: Children of the Eternal Spring (Act One [FOREVER OTL])

so far i have been progressing so awesomely and have resolved to delve into making the comics BLACK AND WHITE LITERALLY... usually it would look like this:

see that all black white and grey... i guess i was abit conscious of the fact that i couldn't put much tones or shading in it when i first made the comics... so in the end i have resolved in just making it what i have always been an expert (i feel so non progressive with this) BLACK AND WHITE FINALLY!!!

(although there will still be parts with colour indicating its value or just something...)

just a preview of the comics though fufufufu you have to read it here: (LINK) or here (LINK)

anyway recently these days have been pretty busy... with not noticing many things... like i have been completely sleeping late when i shouldn't be... but the focus of making the comics has been slow but is not forgotten... anywya it has been almost four or five months since i have started updating the comics... (and more than two months of preparation OTL) and so far i have already been swallowing the gist of the story with such a good flow that i feel like i'm doing something epic again... i wanted to avoid making it really long but in the end it seems like i have a long way to go before finishing the story...

i started the story in a short raw idea... and now its coming to life... much wilder than i have expected (i'm already up on the next ten scenes... and i haven'te even reached the last scene on making the drafts damn~)

anyway the start of the story is a crude and vague introduction of the characters and the situation... dubbed INTRODUCTION PHASE... but i won't be saying so in the site... except here hahaha

filling in the gaps of each characters history and cause is a wee bit far away (on the next batch of ten scenes) but soon it will be revealed JUST YOU WAIT!!!!

anyway thats all, i was supposedly just to update my tumblr but it seems like tumblr is having a bit of a problem... wee huge tiny bit...

annette astatines story(4)

geez it's kind of hard to actually remember i'm posting the concept story of astatine family OTL oh well here's the next five parts, it's quite long. and i totally forgot it with all the hustle and bustle out in the world about natural disasters and stuff... plus work... XD

16[ the school holds an event about celebrating the new year cycle, during this time hero girl meets an unusual book in the old lady's hobby library and reads it, she finds it quite hard to read since most words are written in a different language and coincidentally boyfriend knows. they spend time reading it till boyfriend realizes it as tenant girls foster fathers journal, he reads further not being conscious of hero girls status as the original child of tenant girls foster father. he reads an entry that tells about hero girl and she realizes it was pertaining to her. she reads on as at some point she has suprisingly learned the language fast and found out about her father, something her mother was pertaining to find, but she couldn't understand now why her mother let her father to another woman.]

17[ hero girl keeps it a secret to her self and continues to work at the cafe, small girl comes back about the college course and celebrates eldest girl's birthday and they find out freakish guy and eldest girl will be legally married once graduation ends. the kids begins a new year and is surprised to have them both at different classrooms and finds it difficult to cope, they're legal guardians are now stalker and hero girl, the two kids make a big mess at school for being rebels. hero girl finds it amusing to deal with the two and finds help with the kid they bullied before and her friend. they end up getting in a big mess and currently in detention, but they gain more admiration from the class and being close friends with theyre bullied friend and bestfriend of the bullied. stalker guy gets annoyed by the kids but hero girl said it's alright.]

18[ the two spends the day together for her week off and finds that they have so many things to talk about. she finds out about stalker guys life and both contemplates on there personality, he musters so many negative things but hero girl finds all of the good things she could find. he suddenly laughs about it while she says it's much better. they go home together and she reveals about the diary she read, stalker guy feels guilty by keeping it a secret because hero girl acts unusual because of the topic. he never mentions he knows about it, instead talks to tenant girl. tenant girl and stalker guy were found out by the boyfriend and he becomes jealous.]

19[ hero girl takes an exam to the university along with small girl and boyish-girl, all of them felt drained by studying luckily hero girl is friends with one of the teacher and the two, except for boysih-girl as they were both sure she will pass, that they will get a referal. the four, along with eldes girl, take a treat out, while they do so see's stalker guy and tenant girl together. hero girl was about to greet them together when small girl says something like are they dating but isnt tenant girl having a boyfriend, hero girl says she doesn't know and continues to approach them when she heard about the mention of her father. she interrupts them both and the two begins to act guilty, tenant girl becomes heavily heavy hearted but hero girl says other wise and encourages her to say it but she runs away.]

20[ tenant girl goes to her boyfriend and finds him cheating on her, she suddenly breaks down and goes home to a friends house. stalker guy talks about the father incident and she clears everything that she doesn't feel any anger or saddness by the mention of her father, in fact she was curious but very hesitant because of her mothers memory. he tells her he's sorry and will find a way to make her feel enlightened again by her mothers memory, she says thank you and that just by his thought she can be enlightened, they go home to confront tenant girl only to find her no where to be found. small girl and boyish-girl wander about and sees boyfriend, which to boysih-girls memory is someone related to hero girl. boyfriend hits on small girl and she consents, only because she was curious and that boysih-girl felt something was amiss with boyfriend.]

annette astatines story(3)

good lord i forgot i was posting the concept/summary story of Antonette Astatine... or something... hahaha here's the next batch~~

11[tenant girl arrives at the new home and found herself sharing a room with hero girl, they become close friends and the other loyal tenants staying almost for free at the house. life continues only now the apartment rubbles are no help to hero girls dilema. she works at the cafe as usual, and janitor at the school. she sees stalker guy free from the prison he said he'd move on and found something new to do, and said he'd stalk her from now on, she smiles and says okay. she brings him home and finds about tenant girl which brings him to a sort of conflict and a rising argument of not letting him stay. stalker hesitates but never agrees because he wants to stay with hero girl, hero girl doesn't notice because of a certain thing she noticed from the place of stalker guy. she found the compact of the girl in his things and remembered it to be of something similar to her grandmothers. she tried asking about tenant girl about the compact but says she doesn't know much only it was given to her by her mother since her death five yrs ago, but hero girl doesnt get it if her mother died almost two yrs ago and tenant girls five how can she remember something about the compact.]

12[ hero girl continues job as janitor and finds girly-boy contemplating on boyish-girl's sudden aloofness with him and both finds about small girl's burden over boyish-girls side by being dependent to her. girly-boy taunst small girl but only gets bad mouthed by boyish-girl. both felt angry about another but small girl realizes her fault even though hero girl hinted on it, she makes them friends and girly-boy accidentally says more. boyish-girl says shes fine with it and leaves hero girl and small girl thinking if they were fighting because they liked each other, but found that it was natural for the two to fight over things. tenant girl and stalker guy struggle to get along and finds a letter inside the compact by accident and see a note addressed to someone tenant girl didn't know.]

13[ stalker guy stalks hero girl to her job and ends up having an unassuming date with her since she was lett off for the day, with pay. they tell stories about each other and stalker guy finds about the name of the letter the same with hero girls father, he tells something but stops finding out that she has never even talked to her father that she never knew. tenant girl and stalker guy dwells on they're secret, after tenant girl finds out about the father name. the old lady spends time with hero girl during week ends off and goes to a library cafe as old as the now gone apartment, old lady tells of the history of the apartment and city. hero girl goes home carrying the old lady sleeping, she spots the three girls and goes with them.]

14[ tenant girl investigates on her own with her boyfriends help, and surprisingly with stalker's help and found about hero girls father and tenant girls relationship with each other. tenant girl is an illegitamate child of her mother to a man related to hero girls father, possibly his brother. the father played as a fake father to tenant girl with an alias, as her original father lived another life with his original family, figuring that hero's father must have had a secret relationship with tenant girls mother since he chose to stay and be with them till before he died of sickness. finding this out tenant girl becomes confused and sad, as the past made her a betrayer of hero girl her close friend. stalker becomes an unwilling bestfriend, feeling the jealous wrath of the boyfriend.]

15[ hero girl becomes busy by helping with the tenants new home and eldest girl helps along. freakish guy rants about the crowd but keeps his mouth shut in front of eldest girl, he urges them to find a new job after the collapse and forcibly helps them by asking around his peers if they had any way to give them jobs. small girl comes back with her dilema of choosing a course to take in college, since she was the only one taking it. hero girls figures she should take a college course as well since her pay in her job is too measly for her necessity even though, stalker, tenant girl and other close friends give her help, additional romance ensues when boyish-girl decides to attend college as well with a definite course while girly-boy is sent to work directly under his fathers supervision, making them lose more time for each other. tenant girl becomes aloof, hero girl takes notice while stalker guy keeps on trying to say the situation only to hear more of how hero girl never thought of anything for her father and that where ever he is must be what mother wants, tenant girl holds stalker guy and tells him never to tell about it and that stalker guy was forced to keep quite, much to his confused mind because he still felt feelings for tenant girl and it seems like he is beginning to have a deeper love for hero girl.]

you know what... my friends right... i guess i was born serious...

annette astatines story(2)

continuation of the other story idea i posted a few days ago~

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6[ after wards another dilema came the landlady was having problems with some authorities that coincidentally the girl helped during the traffic. she comes home to the hotel and sees the stalker listening to the tenant girl friends conversation with her boy friend and they find out that the relationship is rocky, along with her loosing her current job. the two neighboring kids come back from school in trouble because of bullying one kid at theyre school, she finds out about it and is dragged in to replace theyre parents so that they wont be scolded. while she did this she accidentally ensues stalkers help and they pretended to be, at least, the guardian of the two kids. stalker almost made a bad impression but the girl saves him by taking all three kids, plus one from the class out on a trip and made them friends with each other. after returning the kids, panic almost ensues as the adults didnt know where they went, she goes back home gaining the trust of the two bratty kids.]

7[ one day at work she suddenly gets sick and leaves early but found it pretty hard not to do anything, she finds herself inside the academy where the three girls regulars study and she meets up with the eldest of the girls and the small girl. they take her in and becomes fast good friends with the resident students. stalker on the other hand is beginning a new with his life by being a friend to the tenant girl even though its plain as daylight that they are only friends. she comes home one day anguished to find that her income for work isnt sufficient enough to supply her with her current necessities as well as a problem arises with the structure of the building, the tenant girl begins to have a new life with her boyfriend as they began to be rekindled and the stalker feels suddenly insignificant again. the hero girl cheers him up, despite the fact that she herself is having problems.]

8[ the landlady receives another notice from the authorities again and is forced to close down the aprtment. she stops the two officers coincidentally the same ones she helped before and said that to give them more time to solve the problem. they agree only for a few days, it started now as a search for someone to help them find a way to improve the place and each tenant that concerned them selves with the matter started trying to make more money for the apartment. but it ends up that the place has been now to unstable, and even though they had money repairs were no longer able to help. the hero girl ends up being the only one desperate enough to find a way and a the same time begins to form a conflict between her will to help and her will to forget of her mother.]

9[ loosing the janitor job, leaving only the cafe she searched for a new job and finds her self working inside the school. she started as first a janitor, learning more about girly-boy and boyish-girls history. small girl finally gave up hoping for her love, eldest girl listens to hero girls problems. Stalker tries to stay away from tenant girl more but found it hard and drove him almost insane, ends up getting caught by the police for harrasing the tenant girl friend. hero girl goes home to find tenant girl friend telling her about stalker. she talks to her about it and tells her she will find a way, problem about her money shortage shows. she visits stalker guy in prison and talks to him, venting alot of her rage at him and as well as making him aware of his problem, she goes home exhausted and accidentally falls off one of the bridge out of fatigue.]

10[ she wakes in eldest girls house, along with freakish guy, she finds the two lives together and further information is cut off. she tells them thank you but gets held because she didn't look well, along with this a sudden accident preferably because of the two kids made the apartments situation worse, breaking alot of the stairs and accidentally ruining the elevator. now the building became inaccesible to the upper floors, an unusual break down of the water tank ensues and short circuits the electricity generator. hero girl shares a little bit about the apartment problem and the eldest girl and freakish guy shares that they can help her with the building ammendments, but news breaks out from outside that the apartment is in trouble. she rushes back with the two and finds that the place is completely in danger, specially of electric fires. boyish-girl and girly-guy comes just in time called over by the eldest and asked to help the people, they do along with other officials. hero girl ends up getting a lot more derpessed but gets helped by the people she befriended and fortunately freakish boy and eldest girls place can hold alot of people so they temporarily stay, hero girls contemplates on her mothers found memories of during her stay in the apratment and proves that the place holds valuable memories and that her mother wanted her to find something.]

who could have thought.

i notice that i myself is a sucker for the idea of the pain of waiting for that loved one to come back type of person. but i don't have anyone to wait, nor any thought of even waiting for... anyone at all nor in particular, that is. except their is this nagging thought in my head that i am waiting for someone to confirm an old thought that has mislead in me on several occasions.

i could never blame my young self for wanting to stick with the idea of friendship being forever, it is, its just that alot of things changes and i don't even want to specify it right now. its too long or to tedious to think of.

the thing is, i know alot of people feel this on so many different levels of reasons, denials, opinions and thought. each one unique on its own, but is it really such a trivial sad and oppressing force to the heart to wait for someone whom your not entirely sure will come back. the chances are pretty slim, but the percentage is still there~

i, in my neutrally labelled opinion. it's neither good nor bad might i explain you why i say so. it's alright to wait for someone, but it will only be fruitful and enjoyable depending on the person. totally unreasonable to say i am not waiting, but i am waiting, for myself to develop into so many levels. for change, but i'd rather let it be unexpected. for every aspect of life that needed consideration, to lazy to type them all.

i could wait, but acting upon other things which can be acted upon is my other opinion as well.

sigh why did i have to think about that anime, it's such a sad story. i forgot the title but its a makoto shinkai one...

HERE HERE I FOUND IT

Voices of a Distant Star

i like this one because its... in a real setup of the whole world... the idea of this waiting... is such a sad thing.

it sucks that i truthfully want the characters to not forget about each other and be together in the end even if the guys like already really old and the girl, with the effect of the light yrs in space, would still look 16.

although it ended with an open-ended story, i don't mind because in my heart it's so wonderful to think that a love even if the aeons of light years in the universe cannot certify them being together (well actually i think it ended the guy chasing after the girl in space lolol couldn't remember the end o...TL but that's what i read in the manga.) i felt their loyalty for each other, it was obvious they were loyally in love with each other.

how beautiful, and vague it was.

note: when i say love it feels like that love of a man and a woman that almost ends up in marriage, well this one seems like that of friendship, but friendship also is a form of love.

annette astatines story(1)

this by far is the most ridiculous yet happy filled drama story, i mean i wanted this story to be with a drama no comedy of sorts, ever thought of. i actually wanted to make this but the feeling whn i thought of the idea seems to not come back to me so i shall leave this idea here and i will in the near future make it.

it's pretty long so here it goes. the first few parts of the story.

1[she first encounters life in the city by just momentarily making her self through it to the place her mother rented for her after her mothers death, meets the aunt, gives her the house rules, makes everything clear and partially gives her a tentative job since she didn't have any. starts the next day moping each floor and having her first morning shift, meets a few residents, mainly two kids who kept on bothering her, a bachelorette who she helps out with some things from the old elivator to her room through the slippery floor. after her shift and a small share of talk with the old man after her, the one who takes after her shift, she goes out to find another job for her other half of the day. get quickly hired by a cafe owner, that takes a liking to her kind attitude with the customers. after getting hired and getting herself known to alot of regulars of the cafe, she goes back to the apartment meeting with an unusually suspiscious guy and a resident girl whom becomes close to her after rescuing her things from being taken away by someone]

2[after a few days she witness' the kids who often disturb her being accused of stealing, she helps them by coincidentally handing over the lost item, that was originally forgotten by the owner. she get scolded and reprimended by the landlady, she takes it lightly and says she wont do it again. she gains the kids respect but still gets treated like an enemy by them. after wards goes to the cafe greeted by the regulars, and the unusual guy from the day before. she sees him oggling on to her close tenant female friend and suspects him of stalking her. after work she gets taken away by her girl friend tenant and taken to a party which she suddenly becomes a hit for being able to take care of the food after the delivery of the food stalls. she gets acquainted to one guy who knew a regular of the cafe that was a girl he hated deeply in school, most regulars were students, but he makes clear about his intentions and even says a few good things about the girl. she goes home with the girl tenant and accidentally brings along the stalker on the way home with them.]

3[the stalker becomes uneasy while the girl tenant becomes irritated, the boyfriend of the girl tenant shows up and brings her to his home. the stalker and the girl goes home together, she makes small talks with him but he snobs her. she goes home contemplating that a few weeks had gone since her mothers death. a tenant of the house has died and the room is now free, thus a new tenant arrives and it shows that it's the stalker dude of the tenant girl freind, he lives differently as he locked doors more often. just recently though the tenant girl feels very threatened as most her items have began getting lost. some of the residents began suspecting her amidst being very helpful but aloof of them. on the other hand a regular of the cafe asked for help as one of the girls, they were three, the small one, asked help on how to approach boys. eventually she didn't know about how to but still helped her by making her work in the cafe asking the owner to let her work for the week.]

4[after wards the thievery at the apartment began to worsen as alot of the female tenants began to loose things. one day while the girl went currently exhausted from monitoring the small girl from work, going home from work, she sees the stalker coming out from one of the windows of the apartment, wondering what it was but dimissed it and went inside just then when she went out to deliver a home made cake by someone from the cafe, a friend perhaps, she sees another person going out of the window apartment. she suddenly wondered what it was and started climbing the ladder out of curiosity. she gets caught and accused of stealing something from the tenant. she says other wise but said that she would accept whatever they were accusing of her off, be cause only to avoid further conflict but she was saved when the two kids found a stolen item from the tenants and claimed it was sold by a man from the corner street. they found the real culprit, while at this the girl friend tenant still hasnt found her things, she suddenly blurts about the stalker guy being one of the guys and they accuse him of stealing but she defends him by saying he must have been searching for the culprit as well since he didn't look very much like a stealer, more of a loner, the girl tenant begins to be kind to the guy because of her and the guy began to talk to her after it.]

5[she returns to work one day and discovers the the boyish girl, one of the three main girl regulars, being pestered by a bunch of people that looked like admirers. along the sideline the guy from the party, the girly-guy, began to pestering the boyish-girl, she responds grunting and walks away. he stays and rants about her situation, she thinks that he likes her and says it bluntly. he refuses but his comrade the freakish guy says behind his back that it was other wise. she smiles at this and suprisngly the next time she asks the boyish girl if she liked the girly-boy and said she did. the girl found it surprising but she suddenly said there lives were differnt and a sceret she couldnt share. she left it as is and didnt ask anything more and said she would help if she can. at the same time the small girl has found her self confused she had confessed and is now in the verge of tearing up for fear of being rejected. she suddenly remembered her life back in the past when she regreted things and said everything can be alright if she allowed it to be even if she got rejected.]