its completely confused

lets just say there is this trigger that caught me completely excited off guard and quite giggling with excitement like the odd creature i am... but thats why my brain seems like its over active, its not... my brains implanted idea of a hearts emotion is... its driven, its being pestered by an idea... an idea that could be real... and when i come to an idea my mind never stops unless i say this outloud like a genius who discovered unicorns does exist between the breeds of men and horses

do i know you?

Over True Love

YES finally it is the tiiiiime!!! no its not the end of the world...
see these days me and a friend of mine have been busy collaborating for a comics we intend to put online... a webcomic, but its only a oneshot, the big idea in it is its a collaboration between a duo called OTL or what we would call the comics itself, since we also intended to enter the indie comics industry...
its just both of us Shiyami and me has wanted to try and fill in our gaps of need to develop ourselves by gaining the experience we never had in our dream of field of work which is the graphic novel/ comics industry... in her case i think its manga...
actually i just want to contribute as a writer for her unfilled gap of stories for her OC characters her Teen Detectives which she has been coming up stories in her mind since... grade 6 i guess, remember in our country most elementary grades reach up until 6, a student is accepted at the quota age of 7 by then any kid would be 12, except for my case i was accelerated... niwei back to the main story...
well stating bout the crazy idea how it started would take long, so the shorter version would be... i got tired of admiring the efforts of those indie peeps thats why i decided why not take one patient huge step to our ideal~ the comics world... altho picking the grounds we can work on to is hard... i have decided to start with the webcomics first... altho print would be next archiving it online is a good way to know the possibility of our comics er... career... or our talents

so to er... avoid lengthening this article its time to introduce our first collaboration as a duo of indie peeps OTL: Shiyami &Jhear collaboration... let me present Over True Love: a teen detective one shot, (sort of introductory work to the teen detectives story is what i think)


the story mainly revolves around these four characters, Dotah, Chiyaki, Haseo and Kiyori... its a confusing and sad love story between Haseo and Kiyori, about the doubts of the future to become and Kiyori the antagonist~ (if you wanna know the story you should read the comics XP once its released)

well mainly three from the five main teen detectives will be in the story Shiyami, Ruri and Shiro... which is actually a sort of eye opening story for Ruri and Shiro's love affairs in the original...

so far i have only given a vague detailing of the story but its a good archiving start~

well wish us luck about this comics *crossfingers* its a
good start~




Picture note:
image1, Dotah-number 2 kind antagonist side kick
image2, Chiyaki-desperate antagonist
image3, Haseo-happy person poser
image4, Kiyori-the sad victim
image5, from left to right, top: Shiyami, Ruri, Shiro(involved in the story)
Bottom: Yumi, Hitaro (i hope i got it right) the main teen detectives in the story X3

its like romance only better

no this illustration is not my epicness treatment of romance or the ideal romance... but i wish i could make it sound romantic~ no these two creatures exist to be each others equals and without each other both of them wouldnt quite get what it means to walk on better grounds... yep, its two of my epic made up characters... OC in laymans term, original character... one's a guy and the other is a girl, High and Hi... originally they were representation of both my persona's that i have created in my college days... or imagined... originally Hi doesn't look that big and High isn't as highly feminine as he is now~
both of them lives in a world crossing borders between the freakishly weird to the sanely normal...
there were also original specified information about the two of them, Hi is a two foot five year old kid who likes to play with shiny sharp objects, most of the time cheery and without a doubt mischievous, and High is his nanny, a sixteen years old boy who was sent into Hi's ancestral house to work while he is unoccupied for the rest of the summer days...
High was originally a high strung boy in his teens, often the butt of all the painful games Hi would usually do~ but he never did get to be angry at her for doing all those painful things for there was quite a place in his heart for his five year old charge... although i never got to the story i made a small introductory mini comics about him that i have lost now in my... er... archives
High in the illustration above is different from the original High, he is a sensitive effeminate boy (although it originally shouldn't have any gender because of his anti-matter like existence) who have lived a sheltered life waiting for his master to arrive and get him back, he retained his caring persona and his only un-redeeming point, Hi on the other hand also has a different personality in this other Fantasy themed characterization, although she still retained her fondness for shiny sharp objects, these things weren't used for any kind of butting joke but for self defense... she's a much lesser mischievous person but drastically dense and very rude... at some point just utterly brutal, but with a tiny sense of compassion and empathy...
subjectively speaking there are two kinds of Hi and High, one is of the normal paced that lives in just a random world where it could be compared to the present day time world only with so much of weird and normal things put together~ on the other hand the fantasy ones have a much more deeper sense of life and purpose than the gag type ones...
its completely over thunk actually~ but in due process and time i could prolly make a better character of each other... i mean they are so alive in my head i couldn't possibly contain them... T_T but then again there is drugs...

you could view the previous versions here SilentNitingale deviantart gallery its an old gallery, and to think i haven't updated it for so long~

i din't know alot of things are fun

but they suddenly give you that fucking notion of over thinking... because it suddenly gives you a rush of so many jumbled up thoughts...

yeah but then its natural thinking for the kind of person i am... my friend gave up figuring her self... i just automatically thinks about it... how can i switch of a program built in me like saw dust automatically falling off scraped wood~