you know what... my friends right... i guess i was born serious...

annette astatines story(2)

continuation of the other story idea i posted a few days ago~

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6[ after wards another dilema came the landlady was having problems with some authorities that coincidentally the girl helped during the traffic. she comes home to the hotel and sees the stalker listening to the tenant girl friends conversation with her boy friend and they find out that the relationship is rocky, along with her loosing her current job. the two neighboring kids come back from school in trouble because of bullying one kid at theyre school, she finds out about it and is dragged in to replace theyre parents so that they wont be scolded. while she did this she accidentally ensues stalkers help and they pretended to be, at least, the guardian of the two kids. stalker almost made a bad impression but the girl saves him by taking all three kids, plus one from the class out on a trip and made them friends with each other. after returning the kids, panic almost ensues as the adults didnt know where they went, she goes back home gaining the trust of the two bratty kids.]

7[ one day at work she suddenly gets sick and leaves early but found it pretty hard not to do anything, she finds herself inside the academy where the three girls regulars study and she meets up with the eldest of the girls and the small girl. they take her in and becomes fast good friends with the resident students. stalker on the other hand is beginning a new with his life by being a friend to the tenant girl even though its plain as daylight that they are only friends. she comes home one day anguished to find that her income for work isnt sufficient enough to supply her with her current necessities as well as a problem arises with the structure of the building, the tenant girl begins to have a new life with her boyfriend as they began to be rekindled and the stalker feels suddenly insignificant again. the hero girl cheers him up, despite the fact that she herself is having problems.]

8[ the landlady receives another notice from the authorities again and is forced to close down the aprtment. she stops the two officers coincidentally the same ones she helped before and said that to give them more time to solve the problem. they agree only for a few days, it started now as a search for someone to help them find a way to improve the place and each tenant that concerned them selves with the matter started trying to make more money for the apartment. but it ends up that the place has been now to unstable, and even though they had money repairs were no longer able to help. the hero girl ends up being the only one desperate enough to find a way and a the same time begins to form a conflict between her will to help and her will to forget of her mother.]

9[ loosing the janitor job, leaving only the cafe she searched for a new job and finds her self working inside the school. she started as first a janitor, learning more about girly-boy and boyish-girls history. small girl finally gave up hoping for her love, eldest girl listens to hero girls problems. Stalker tries to stay away from tenant girl more but found it hard and drove him almost insane, ends up getting caught by the police for harrasing the tenant girl friend. hero girl goes home to find tenant girl friend telling her about stalker. she talks to her about it and tells her she will find a way, problem about her money shortage shows. she visits stalker guy in prison and talks to him, venting alot of her rage at him and as well as making him aware of his problem, she goes home exhausted and accidentally falls off one of the bridge out of fatigue.]

10[ she wakes in eldest girls house, along with freakish guy, she finds the two lives together and further information is cut off. she tells them thank you but gets held because she didn't look well, along with this a sudden accident preferably because of the two kids made the apartments situation worse, breaking alot of the stairs and accidentally ruining the elevator. now the building became inaccesible to the upper floors, an unusual break down of the water tank ensues and short circuits the electricity generator. hero girl shares a little bit about the apartment problem and the eldest girl and freakish guy shares that they can help her with the building ammendments, but news breaks out from outside that the apartment is in trouble. she rushes back with the two and finds that the place is completely in danger, specially of electric fires. boyish-girl and girly-guy comes just in time called over by the eldest and asked to help the people, they do along with other officials. hero girl ends up getting a lot more derpessed but gets helped by the people she befriended and fortunately freakish boy and eldest girls place can hold alot of people so they temporarily stay, hero girls contemplates on her mothers found memories of during her stay in the apratment and proves that the place holds valuable memories and that her mother wanted her to find something.]

who could have thought.

i notice that i myself is a sucker for the idea of the pain of waiting for that loved one to come back type of person. but i don't have anyone to wait, nor any thought of even waiting for... anyone at all nor in particular, that is. except their is this nagging thought in my head that i am waiting for someone to confirm an old thought that has mislead in me on several occasions.

i could never blame my young self for wanting to stick with the idea of friendship being forever, it is, its just that alot of things changes and i don't even want to specify it right now. its too long or to tedious to think of.

the thing is, i know alot of people feel this on so many different levels of reasons, denials, opinions and thought. each one unique on its own, but is it really such a trivial sad and oppressing force to the heart to wait for someone whom your not entirely sure will come back. the chances are pretty slim, but the percentage is still there~

i, in my neutrally labelled opinion. it's neither good nor bad might i explain you why i say so. it's alright to wait for someone, but it will only be fruitful and enjoyable depending on the person. totally unreasonable to say i am not waiting, but i am waiting, for myself to develop into so many levels. for change, but i'd rather let it be unexpected. for every aspect of life that needed consideration, to lazy to type them all.

i could wait, but acting upon other things which can be acted upon is my other opinion as well.

sigh why did i have to think about that anime, it's such a sad story. i forgot the title but its a makoto shinkai one...

HERE HERE I FOUND IT

Voices of a Distant Star

i like this one because its... in a real setup of the whole world... the idea of this waiting... is such a sad thing.

it sucks that i truthfully want the characters to not forget about each other and be together in the end even if the guys like already really old and the girl, with the effect of the light yrs in space, would still look 16.

although it ended with an open-ended story, i don't mind because in my heart it's so wonderful to think that a love even if the aeons of light years in the universe cannot certify them being together (well actually i think it ended the guy chasing after the girl in space lolol couldn't remember the end o...TL but that's what i read in the manga.) i felt their loyalty for each other, it was obvious they were loyally in love with each other.

how beautiful, and vague it was.

note: when i say love it feels like that love of a man and a woman that almost ends up in marriage, well this one seems like that of friendship, but friendship also is a form of love.

annette astatines story(1)

this by far is the most ridiculous yet happy filled drama story, i mean i wanted this story to be with a drama no comedy of sorts, ever thought of. i actually wanted to make this but the feeling whn i thought of the idea seems to not come back to me so i shall leave this idea here and i will in the near future make it.

it's pretty long so here it goes. the first few parts of the story.

1[she first encounters life in the city by just momentarily making her self through it to the place her mother rented for her after her mothers death, meets the aunt, gives her the house rules, makes everything clear and partially gives her a tentative job since she didn't have any. starts the next day moping each floor and having her first morning shift, meets a few residents, mainly two kids who kept on bothering her, a bachelorette who she helps out with some things from the old elivator to her room through the slippery floor. after her shift and a small share of talk with the old man after her, the one who takes after her shift, she goes out to find another job for her other half of the day. get quickly hired by a cafe owner, that takes a liking to her kind attitude with the customers. after getting hired and getting herself known to alot of regulars of the cafe, she goes back to the apartment meeting with an unusually suspiscious guy and a resident girl whom becomes close to her after rescuing her things from being taken away by someone]

2[after a few days she witness' the kids who often disturb her being accused of stealing, she helps them by coincidentally handing over the lost item, that was originally forgotten by the owner. she get scolded and reprimended by the landlady, she takes it lightly and says she wont do it again. she gains the kids respect but still gets treated like an enemy by them. after wards goes to the cafe greeted by the regulars, and the unusual guy from the day before. she sees him oggling on to her close tenant female friend and suspects him of stalking her. after work she gets taken away by her girl friend tenant and taken to a party which she suddenly becomes a hit for being able to take care of the food after the delivery of the food stalls. she gets acquainted to one guy who knew a regular of the cafe that was a girl he hated deeply in school, most regulars were students, but he makes clear about his intentions and even says a few good things about the girl. she goes home with the girl tenant and accidentally brings along the stalker on the way home with them.]

3[the stalker becomes uneasy while the girl tenant becomes irritated, the boyfriend of the girl tenant shows up and brings her to his home. the stalker and the girl goes home together, she makes small talks with him but he snobs her. she goes home contemplating that a few weeks had gone since her mothers death. a tenant of the house has died and the room is now free, thus a new tenant arrives and it shows that it's the stalker dude of the tenant girl freind, he lives differently as he locked doors more often. just recently though the tenant girl feels very threatened as most her items have began getting lost. some of the residents began suspecting her amidst being very helpful but aloof of them. on the other hand a regular of the cafe asked for help as one of the girls, they were three, the small one, asked help on how to approach boys. eventually she didn't know about how to but still helped her by making her work in the cafe asking the owner to let her work for the week.]

4[after wards the thievery at the apartment began to worsen as alot of the female tenants began to loose things. one day while the girl went currently exhausted from monitoring the small girl from work, going home from work, she sees the stalker coming out from one of the windows of the apartment, wondering what it was but dimissed it and went inside just then when she went out to deliver a home made cake by someone from the cafe, a friend perhaps, she sees another person going out of the window apartment. she suddenly wondered what it was and started climbing the ladder out of curiosity. she gets caught and accused of stealing something from the tenant. she says other wise but said that she would accept whatever they were accusing of her off, be cause only to avoid further conflict but she was saved when the two kids found a stolen item from the tenants and claimed it was sold by a man from the corner street. they found the real culprit, while at this the girl friend tenant still hasnt found her things, she suddenly blurts about the stalker guy being one of the guys and they accuse him of stealing but she defends him by saying he must have been searching for the culprit as well since he didn't look very much like a stealer, more of a loner, the girl tenant begins to be kind to the guy because of her and the guy began to talk to her after it.]

5[she returns to work one day and discovers the the boyish girl, one of the three main girl regulars, being pestered by a bunch of people that looked like admirers. along the sideline the guy from the party, the girly-guy, began to pestering the boyish-girl, she responds grunting and walks away. he stays and rants about her situation, she thinks that he likes her and says it bluntly. he refuses but his comrade the freakish guy says behind his back that it was other wise. she smiles at this and suprisngly the next time she asks the boyish girl if she liked the girly-boy and said she did. the girl found it surprising but she suddenly said there lives were differnt and a sceret she couldnt share. she left it as is and didnt ask anything more and said she would help if she can. at the same time the small girl has found her self confused she had confessed and is now in the verge of tearing up for fear of being rejected. she suddenly remembered her life back in the past when she regreted things and said everything can be alright if she allowed it to be even if she got rejected.]