this blog officially became a super story confusing as hell grammatically errored blog entries... just making sure i still found my blog entirely about myself... well yes it is for myself...sheesh...

creatures, creatures and more creatures...

this article is relevantly all about that idea in my head about a world focusing on human kind division... mainly something hybrid... okay it really is confusing at first but originally it's some kind of sci-fi fantasy stuff, where as this world is completely greedy, in knowledge, in propserity, they live in prejudice like its all over the place...

so there were these curious humans, they wanted to be able to crack genetic hybrid-ing like all geneticists want to~ although i do not assume its for a greedy self purpose, let's just say they wanted to do it for the good of the world and not for much about fame. and i don't agree that all geneticist are chimera addicts in crossing human and animal genes, in reality it's just impossible, unless God permits to break the barrier between the human and animal and uh... magical... dna.

anyway these guys made a really stupid discovery about hybriding the three most famous animals in this world, a dog, a bird, and... a dragon... or lizards. (YUP DRAGONS ARE CONSIDERED ANIMALS HAHAHAHAH) so basically these three animals started to begin developing instincts and personalities or uh behaviour not of their own. with such discoveries the world plunged into a deeper and heavier state of greed, although this world was peaceful it was sad that these creations were greedy and twisted and the unstable minds of misunderstandings religions beliefs and life it self. a war broke like a snap of a finger.

the details of the war didn't need to be further given details because basically the war didn't just have two sides, it has five.

the hybrid of the dog, which were labeled as `wolfin's`, these beings retained some aspects of loyalty from their dog sides. but these beings began to be pacifists of sorts, neutral in every manner avoiding any conflict from any being. although like that of the dogs inside them, they seem akin to the human race, often being in better terms than that of the two other hybrids. they are beings in a tight group, they concern themselves greatly with their own kinds better interest in survival. and for the record all of their kind are born females, they live upon a matriarchal way, and live to be hermaphrodites or sort of asexual. basically they can give birth to their own kind by choice. they can live up to 500 yrs, although some die early since they easily get sick. kind of stupid being born physically strong and speedy, with traits that of like dogs, yet they die because of getting sick too much. eventually amongst them, since they are hybrids that were joined between a dogs and humans magical dna, they can morph into humans much easier than that of the three other hybrids. and this is one of the five sides in the war.

the other hybrid included in the war are the `drojin's`, a combination of lizards and humans. basically not much people knew the original looks of drojin's in their animal forms since they are born like mammals, i mean humans, only they spend their time skin covered in they're own birth-membrane (sorry do not know what's it called, too lazy to search for it nom-nom-nom) so they all look pale and smooth on water but a bit wrinkly on dry, though it is only evident in their human forms. they are charming creatures who exude such pretty skins and wonderfully slit shaped eyes that widens with wonder most of the time. they are neutral beings as well although mostly avoided since they are mischievous and at some point cruelly whimsical. they are evidently strong in water but gets pretty useless on land and air. they can only use their animal forms much better on water. basically a sort of patriarchal race, with one male and many females. majority of their kind are females so males are very important to their kind. their are two types of drojins, fresh water and sea water. the sea water kinds are called 'drogiens' with the same pronounciation but diff spelling.

the third member of this olden war consisted of the most dangerous hybrid those scientific pigs has ever created, the 'hexins', generally a hybrid of human and bird. with the majority of their facial traits are humans most of the parts of their body are that of truer combinations of humans and birds., sort of like a bird with a human face. with all their feathers sticking out with long limbed hands and wings stuff. these beings are the most dangerous of the creations, with a thirst for hormonal meat, they feed on the female kind and lay their eggs inside a male human, generally because they appear to have better nutrients fit for a hexin. they can generally produce both egg and sperm, hermaphrodite, inside them but they make nests out of humans treating them like yolks, mostly all 'hexins' are born male but they can generate their own eggs for their mate or for them selves. generally although they may lay eggs like ffree candy for every moment they can take, sadly there is only 1 in a million chance that any of the ten or fifty eggs they lay will live to see daylight, if their is a huge percentage ranging from 1-2% of survival the egg may hatch but the offspring will have to struggle to live. very delicate upon birth, they are not very keen to taking care of their own offsprings nicely so it's really a rule of the strong will survive. they are territorial and very prejudiced specially against 'wolfins' a supposed great conflict between personalities. they are also proud and greatly indulges them selves in the pleasure of hunting and violence, they are lead by each group with a strong leader. strength is always a good thing in their eyes.

(it is rather obvious which breed i have greatly thought off LOL) these are the three extra beings included in the war tons of decades ago prior to the original story or idea caught up in my.

the start of the story goes so:

the world is actually filled with scraps of war, eventually the greater hybrid, the 'hexins', actually had the greater advantage since their savagery are equalled with this unmistakable will power to live. like being born ridiculously strong with a twisted mind for lust and power. mankind actually almost got wiped out because of them and although 'wolfins' had greatfully sided with the humans intent on helping them to fight back, and for their kind to survive, the 'drojins' were all ungreatfully nowhere to be found, plus the ingenuity of machinery. the war ended in a drastic decrease in the scale of the population, humans began to live under ground and the land above is really the most dangerous place in the world already, much more the sky above the ground.

humans have begun to dig tunnels of passages with in the world and have begun to live quite a peaceful life avoiding passing above ground as much as possible, although sometimes it is inevitable since their are some places much wasier accessed above ground than the tunnels below.

the present time consist of our heroes, three friends mainly, a girl who has lived with her parents relatively living near above ground, we shall call her 'tamer', as all her life she has watched her parents study the behavioural aspect of the three hybrids, and she herself seems to have a fondness with the hybrids. her first friend a 'wolfin'a nanny by the name 'straga', she took care of 'tamer'. her best friend a common feisty young girl studying to become a doctor, her profession completely opposite of her skills, lets call her 'weaver'. and 'weaver's boy friend/best friend, a boy from the navigatoral merchant troupe, originally he's just a body guard, lets call him 'shield'.

to start off, originally the underground humans decided to start a fighting force against the 'hexins' of their world. sort of like a boot camp for future military dogs against that certain hybrid. as a form of help for man kind and a soldiers heart to help, the three friends joined the force. being recruited for any type of skill is sort of what most of the organization did, but they required all of their members to be skilled in combat.

'weaver' and 'tamer' had to train them selves well with the help of 'shield' before the real start of the journey, which began on the first mission of 'tamer', she was pretty much held back because of an accident she had a few days prior to 'weaver's very first mission along side 'shield'. the three friends were jolly well glad 'tamer' had finally begun her first mission, and a plus since the two were in it, sort of like helping her or guiding her. 'tamer' although her name may imply as such she is weak and only good at thinking is a good fighter, better than that of 'weaver' even though she got a mission first, but 'tamer' is too kind. her notion of being fond of hybrids, because of 'straga', seems to apply to any type of hybrid. so as to prepare herself she tried to train her mentality by toughening it up and training with 'straga's kind. the accident concerned her inability to kill a 'hexin'.

(so yeah back to the present LOL) the mission was a pretty dangerous one. it was retrieval of victims. a certain route on the upper ground, that should have been safe and undetected by 'hexins' were attacked a few days ago. eventually an important person was part of the group and he was needed to be rescued. some sort of researcher with an important discovery about 'hexins'.

so they went to the location to search the area, with as much stealthy ness as possible. 'weaver', 'tamer' and 'shield', since they are new trainees, get themselves into an area for look out. sort of a few blocks away from the site of the attack. evidently not much 'hexins' are present in the site, except for dead ones. it seems like two groups of hexins exist within the area and had a battle to the death because of the territory conflict. so now they were set off to make sure that the group of humans are still safe, or at least only the researcher.

'weaver' was a sort of curious git to begin with as she strayed to a location near the very border line of the territories of both 'hexins' group. the two had no choice but to follow her leaving their look out a bit open. they stumble upon a part of the group that were all used as nesting grounds, mainly filled with dead pregnant bellied men. around the areas were the scattered bones of the women with in the group, sort of a really tragic scene for 'tamer', and surprisingly for 'weaver' her self. 'shield' on the other hand felt disgusted by this practice of the 'hexins' and currently he is the only person in that group now thats the only one in painful perill.

'tamer' checked the bodies of the men they found, looking to see if the eggs will hatch soon. unluckily there was a nearby 'hexin' prancing around, sort of left as a guard for the next. evidently it attacked the unsuspecting 'tamer', luckily 'straga' followed them behind and protected her with her ballin fangs. but the are seemed to be an unstable place and the floor collapsed on another concrete floor under. 'weaver' and 'shield' had to run for cover just to be safe, but had no chance of saving 'tamer' and 'straga', eventually it did some good as it killed the eggs along with the humans with it sadly.

the two couldn't tell if she was still alive along with 'straga' so they resolved to ask help promising with a shout to the under ground uncertainity to come back with help. while in the dark hole 'tamer' tried struggling to keep her self balanced under the unconscious wounded 'hexins' and a dangerous rock under her. 'straga' tried helping but her legs were trapped under a rock rendering it useless. although 'tamer' is completely alright she couldn't help but feel out of breath from the weight of the bird.

she suceeded in getting her self out and poised her self to retreat but found her self kind of worrying for the 'hexin', with resolve she quickly helped 'straga' first laying her down on a place far away from the reach of the bird and treated her wounds as best as possible. after treating her nanys wounds, she let her rest and went to the 'hexin', she was actually warned by her nany 'wolfin' not to go but she said she would be careful.

upon arrival she had found that the 'hexin' has begun to wake but it seemed weak and sort of dazed from the fall. she could guess if the bird was alright if she could check the wound on its head but it was better if she treated him with a fair distance from the sharp teeths so she treated his neck wounds where 'straga' bit him. she patched it up with a spare cloth whats left from 'straga's then made sure if it continued to bleed, it did but the salve she placed on it made quite the swelling gone. she made sure to look every now and then if the 'hexin' would react but it laid motionless letting her heal him.

she found it quite nice of him to let her heal him so she continued to check if their were other wounds and treated them until her healing salve had been diminished. when she had finished monitoring and was about to return back to 'straga' when she suddenly found her self face to face with the 'hexins'. she was surprised that although it has such an enormous birds body its face looked like that of a human, it's size as well didn't differ from the size of her face. it felt like for some reason the 'hexin' itself is the same age as her. she avoided looking in its eyes as it was an evident sign of a challenge so she averted it around its face and saw the bleeding bump on its head.

she pulled out her salve and finished its contents on its bleeding bump, she made sure it was well placed before trying her best to leave. but it seems like the 'hexin' was playing with her as he swayed his head to the direction where ever she was heading blocking her way, even stopping her with his wings. she was trapped by the 'hexin', she tried her best not to look at his eyes but found herself looking at it.to her surprise what looked back were human eyes, she could have never guessed that she is the first human ever to see a 'hexin' this close, it's eyes are different colours. deep rose and yellow green, she kind of liked the yellow green tint and without noticing herself she reached her hands out to tap the yellow green eyes.

in the blink of an eye the 'hexin' bit her, she felt the pain of his jaws. but she also felt it was not that very deep, she kept her self from shrieking before the 'hexin' unhinged its jaws from her and started licking her wounds. she felt a slow comfort with the way the 'hexin' licked her, when the 'hexin' had finished. her wounds are completely healed. it felt like the conception of 'hexins' to be savage and violent seemed to disappear.

and thus started the first part of how she met her 'hexin' who in the end became the first ever hexin to succesfully transform itself in the likeness of a human for it's desire to be together with the young girl 'tamer'.

how do you ponder your own thoughts

no i just typed in the title, it clearly has nothing to do with this update again with my life... i personally forgot what ever i was supposed to type here... but oh well...

lets just put this in account that somewhere out there in this universe someone is going to read this... i think...

so here i put this random story thought, or something (let me just think about it)

OH here's one... i just thought of this a few days ago, its about my thought about music boxes... its in my post somewhere in plurk... aaaaaaaaaaaand yeah found it and here it is...

musicbox tune~~ i wonder if being a music box note (you know that one round thing inside a music box) thingie seller would feel like...

lolol but here is the general idea of it... you know music boxes... with all those mechanical things in them, gears, thingama-bob things, and that... *researches about the parts of a music box... okay not much said except for the steel comb* cylinder and those steel combs that gets plucked to produce music...

the idea was, what if in those days someone had some ingenius balls to invent a way to keep the music box intact and make the cylinder in the middle interchangable to whatever kind of piece you want to listen to... yeh yeh... get it? no? yes??

hahaha it might be fun to do that and then suddenly like a stop watch time stands still and all the famous fad of today weren't that famous and succesful as those interchangable cylinder things in the music box and that music boxes has ever since been a thing of this world... without those wonderful and simplistic music no one had the brains to maintain focused and sane... lol sorry making it way too complicated an idea... no, no i just came up with this one...

the real one is actually:

what if music boxes became a famous hobby like collectible with a new design that interchanges the cylinder in the middle, the design would be slicker and the cylinders would be replaced by very unbreakable sheets with protruding pins like those of its predecessor cylinders, but its use are just the same as its predecessor... pluck the steel comb to prodruce those wonderful sounds you hear when ever you listen to them...

its not very original and its not even innovative... but the idea of making them makes me want to think of a slice of life/drama like story, with a steampunk type of era, of "the only" maker of the music sheets of the music box in the whole world and that suprisingly alot of rich hobbyist comes to him to make those kinds of things and that since he has been focusing soo much in making those things, his whole heart and soul in ever music box he makes and every sheet he sells, that he forgets about the rest of the world...

he is kind and has brought simple happiness to alot of his customers but he himself feels quite happy and lonely... so one day he decides to take up an apprentice, having an apprentice that makes music boxes and its sheets are pretty hard and for fear that his profession and the world of music boxes would some day disappear his only option was to adopt...

so he adopts a boy he see's potential in... eventually this boy is quite skilled and at first he gives his heart to working with the man, but as years passed by when he grows up to the age of point where all kids think of the future he felt a small tug in his heart that he doesn't belong in making those music boxes and sheets...

on a side note, at the same time the man adopted the boy, he was also forced to adopt a girl so withdrawn but a pretty much reliable girl, it was the boys twin... but as a twin she has exactly the opposite things the boy has... at some point , though secretly this girl knows much things, even skills much more appropriate to make those music boxes... but since her heart was for to support her brother in her promise to their father to take care of him, since she seems to be the older of the twins by a few hours, she focused on being beside her brother helping him at times and watching him work she saw that he would have a good future being the apprentice of this man and some day would replace him...

the man pretty much is unaware of the boys sudden change of heart in making music boxes as he is blinded by the fact that this young man will succeed to make the music boxes, all he did care was the world of music boxes not fading... although he never mistreats the girl he never saw her as a potential successor... but he is also fond of her, being a nice girl witty and helpful in the house...

everything changed when the boy ran away with one of the mans customers children, the twin sister finds this romantic unnecessary and stupid... the man was heartbroken for quite some time also he is also reaching the a point of his body where he couldn't stand making any more of the parts, his eye sight strains faster... so instead the girl took her brothers place, even though she was a girl, at first she wasn't accepted well since at an unknown history all the predecessor of the man are all men he was kind of skeptical

but they had no choice he needed someone to replace him soon, the girl at first stands to people dressed up as men so that the man wouldn't be criticized socially and to avoid any harmful gossip to him... but eventually with the help of some of her friends, which she acquired like her brother did with his lover, some of the children of the customers, she gains customers of her own and seems to acquire some curious rivalry with the branch of the man and her own...

she made seperate music boxes and sheets for her friends, and some used this to advertise her skills as a woman... the man wasn't aware of this at first but he soon grew suspicious of the girls actions, even though the girl pretty much didn't care or wasn't aware of her friends help since it seems like her friends are marketers of her skills...

soon enough she began to wear her self out into making music boxes, she actually enjoyed making them enthusiastic infact, but it seems just like the man, it told into her health... but her will was as strong as his (the man) that she eventually over comes her fatigue and succeeds in making customers happy...

on a side note her brother keeps in touch with her sisters progress through her friends and it seems he has grown guilty of his own selfishness that at certain times he felt like going back to them, specially since he has trouble making a living with various jobs he isn't often used to doing...

on a random occurrence since, like an artist block, she felt like not working so she declared a two day off, much to the exasperation and amusement of the man... so they bond like a father and daughter for the rest of the time of the first day... that was when the man realized how the girl and he were the same in a way... except that for the girl she knew how to value a rest while the man was to zealous about his love that he found no time to look up and see things around him...

he tells her many stories about himself, broken lives, his fears, his first loves, his broken hearts, the hearts he broke... all in that one day she listened intently about himself that she nor her brother never knew... and the only comment she told him in the end

"phew, and i thought your like a super god of music boxes only caring for them. i thought your just kidding and that you loosing your sight was something of a joke in trend to being a human... but, i was wrong. you are human, that makes me feel relieved to know. at least i know me and my brothers touched a heart that grows, my father once told me when i was young, living is good. survive with less fears given and more fought against, but never ever NOT try being a part of ones heart.

i guess when he said that... he lied since he left us, back then. but now it's true... i guess he was telling the truth."

the man saw that true as well in the case of the twins... and he was happy. it felt like for the first time, even though he was always behind those spectacles that helps him make those music boxes and sheets, he was aware of the things around him. he was with the rest of the world.

in the end of that day he settled finally by saying after his long rest... of teaching them, her and her brother, it was time he stood back up his shop to make music boxes and that now and until the end of his days he should make music boxes because that is what he loves. the girl supports him faithfully and tells him and if he one day leaves this world she will completely be in his stead in making those music boxes... but

"don't leave yet... i mean come on. *pause* brother has not yet said his sorry and... i still need you here master."

her next day were filled with writing letters to her friends and, at some point she knew, to her brother... eventually the news her brother receives from her friends were all actually coming from her, letters she herself wrote. she didn't bear any grudge to her brother but out of goodwill she hoped he would come back and that finally after the day she spent with the man she resolved in writing a letter to her brother requesting him to come back.

eventually the circumstance about the mystery rival of the mans music box was settled by introducing the real maker which is the girl and she boldly announced that she is stepping in as a maker of music boxes and sheets, but not as a replacement of the man... because to her point of view he still made good music boxes, and despite some mild lax in his reclining senses he has the will and heart to make them still. as beautiful as he did with enthusiasm in his eyes the first time he made his debut back then when he was younger.

while she will make her own name... among the people many are surprised by her bold move, many applauded, supported, mildly doubted or simply doubt her... but in her eyes all she could care was the upcoming future of the few seconds that will come, of the everyday from then on.

all goes well at least, her brother received her letter and found the courage to come back, along with his now growing family of five and a half. staying in the house meant a good lot of change for the man as he happily shrugged at accepting the boys family. the girl was ecstatic since now she's got tiny nephews and nieces to occupy some of her time and gladly welcomed her brother and his wife.

he resolved in helping at the shop of the old man, while the girl has her own seperate shop.

this might be a little unnecessary for the flow of the story itself but secretly, the girl loved the man, not just like a father. but her love she was sure wouldn't ever be reciprocated as anything more but a love of a mere girl and that in the end her resolve to be amongst the people she love, she was happy enough.


so in the end every thing was like a tiny positive happy go lucky bring me inspiration story, eventually i couldn't bare to make the old man and the girl be a couple, but i truly want to and actually is thinking of making them have a child and that child will be the true successor but oh well~~

the end