i'm beginning to feel draggy about something... and i forgot what to ask to that someone related to the something. gotta go and talk to me boss later on about a major detail in mah life... and i want to do it. not because i've already started it and i have no choice but to follow through what i have started, but because i'm curious...

vorpal pencil first avvie

anyway it's old news but i submitted a logo art work for vorpal pencil it's a site my friend from plurk and some friend of his started in tumblr. (oh that double whammy blogsites)

hehehehe i actually liked how it ended to look so here is the full version of the avvie from my archives:

that 30 day challenge notice

plan on doing this 30 day challenge from tumblr (oh gohd i'm so tempted to put that troll face OTL) anyway i am also posting it here in my blogspot (good luck to that)

on the side note i will be in a huge break from inking my comics. it's that phase of my personal vendetta procrastination again. (why do i keep saying that???)

so now i go back to browsing over 9gag hehehehehe i have just learned the joys of browsing over 9gag even though i don't really have anything to browse browse on it. except for it's got alot of funny stuff in it.

back to the 30 day challenge and vorpal pencil, suddenly i remembered, dilema. i still don't know which ones of my "ideas" do i plan to draw for that vorpal pencil theme... NINJA-PIRATES... OTL i feel sooo unimaginative!!!!

pure imagination

it so i just did some word searching and put two weird words into one... which i won't be revealing soon. i've been busy with alot of things, random work load, my comics, searching for that right work for myself, social satisfaction of talking to my friends blah blah so... i end up... posting arte~

its an update of my comics actually Children of the Eternal Spring, Door Knocker Pendant phase, and i've finished one of the most detailed yet easy to ink page of the whole series:

( you can see it here if it doesn't buff properly )

anyway the current story so far, the five main cast has already been introduced, although not properly but they are introduced. still the way i tell the story is pretty vague but it's heir alright.

by the way, there's this rumour about the end of days is in this day... i seem to encounter this alot, although i couldn't care myself. the end of days would come but i'd rather note myself on it's vagueness instead of it being spoiled to me.

well tah-tah~

annette astatines story(5) final

FINALLY the last few chapters of the story so greatly delayed... in copying and pasting...

21[ hero girl was helping traffic a bunch of cars one day when she sees small girl and boyfriend walk together not far away boyish-girl follows. hero girl inquires and finds out about the situation, she disturbs them and tells the boyfriend the truth and boyfriend felt stupid and tries to find tenant girl. tenant girl was found working at an office not far away from the house and boyfriend reconciles with her. hero girl feels guilty about involving the two and sharesalot of it with stalker guy and old lady. old lady suddenly shares a story to hero girl that she felt quite familiar.]

22[ she goes back to the library and searched for the diary she asks about and and found out there was another diary that seems to be connected with the fathers journal and finds her mothers journal, thinner and smaller than her father and reads about her mother and her own escapades in the city and how she met with her father, the story behind her fathers stay was because her mother was worried about tenant girls mother who was a close friend and very much valued by hero girls mother. hero girls father didnt want to stay but hero girls mother said it's alright, by finding alot of things about her mother the only conflict now was how to find a way to cling away from her mother. she had felt very dependant of her even until death and that by finding this she had dug the deepest wound she could ever feel.]

23[ stalker guy feels guilty by not knowing what to do and insists on keeping positive, he tries to find ways to make her feel better by bravely asking alot of hero girls friends even though he was anti-social and arrogant. in the end he gives up when he felt very down not knowing entirely what to do. hero girl comes to him one day with a cake saying it was his birthday, he says it isn't but she had dug up alot of things from her contacts specifically the people from the prison and found datus about him. he keeps his cool but finds himself surprised that for the first time after so many years has he celebrated his birthday with a cake and with someone. she puts another candle on the cake , he asked why and said it is also my birthday today coincidentally. he looks at her admiringly as she tells him about how her mother makes an effort to cleebrate her birthday grandly, for her, every year. she would want to try it someday with someone else she loved but right now she could only buy a cake. stalker guy tells her it was the best thing she could ever do and that for the first time someone he liked liked him back. she smiles to this and they both blow the candle. hero girl contemplates on the reason why her mother sent her back and why she even followed, maybe it was her way of showing how she loved her mother even after death but what ever the reason was it didnt matter because dwelling on it wastes much more time than her work.]

it's not exactly healthy but...

silently weeping and not telling anything about it to anybody... hahaha

i feel too much... i'm not rational... i'm a fake hahahaha...

i want to learn archery further... i want to spend some time practicing it till i die... i want to... but i feel like i can't afford it damned it OTL

update of the comics FOR THE EFFIN FRST TIME

hah recently i have been progressing so slow with my comics: Children of the Eternal Spring (Act One [FOREVER OTL])

so far i have been progressing so awesomely and have resolved to delve into making the comics BLACK AND WHITE LITERALLY... usually it would look like this:

see that all black white and grey... i guess i was abit conscious of the fact that i couldn't put much tones or shading in it when i first made the comics... so in the end i have resolved in just making it what i have always been an expert (i feel so non progressive with this) BLACK AND WHITE FINALLY!!!

(although there will still be parts with colour indicating its value or just something...)

just a preview of the comics though fufufufu you have to read it here: (LINK) or here (LINK)

anyway recently these days have been pretty busy... with not noticing many things... like i have been completely sleeping late when i shouldn't be... but the focus of making the comics has been slow but is not forgotten... anywya it has been almost four or five months since i have started updating the comics... (and more than two months of preparation OTL) and so far i have already been swallowing the gist of the story with such a good flow that i feel like i'm doing something epic again... i wanted to avoid making it really long but in the end it seems like i have a long way to go before finishing the story...

i started the story in a short raw idea... and now its coming to life... much wilder than i have expected (i'm already up on the next ten scenes... and i haven'te even reached the last scene on making the drafts damn~)

anyway the start of the story is a crude and vague introduction of the characters and the situation... dubbed INTRODUCTION PHASE... but i won't be saying so in the site... except here hahaha

filling in the gaps of each characters history and cause is a wee bit far away (on the next batch of ten scenes) but soon it will be revealed JUST YOU WAIT!!!!

anyway thats all, i was supposedly just to update my tumblr but it seems like tumblr is having a bit of a problem... wee huge tiny bit...